Ever get a feeling that you’re a bit lost? I don’t quite know *how* I feel lost, or in what aspect of my life I feel this way, but I just have an overall sense of “Whut?”
I guess this is a mini-existential crisis – what am I doing with myself, why do I do the things I do when some/most of them don’t amount to anything or lead anywhere important, why do I bother?
And then there’s the feeling of what, out of all the things I could be doing or that I have to do, is the best thing for me to do?
I don’t know, this has become a total ramble and probably doesn’t make sense, but it will hopefully lead to a bit more clarity for me now, just to get these feelings written down.